my goal in life is to get a boyfriend and do everything to make him happy

i barely even have a sex drive, all my romantic daydreams are like “i want to serve this man forever and do anything he wants” instead of “let’s do some kinky shit.”

idk if that makes sense. like, i don’t care about any gratification i might get, all i want is to make my boyfriend smile

yeah… i’m trying to come to terms with the fact that i’m really weird